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Beautiful weekends had jux passed.. Went PS wif Darling 4 movie after so long.After which decided 2 go back Hougang n cuz his mum kept insisting on bringing Baby Kayleigh back Woodlands had caused us 2 quarrel.Baby Kayleigh was nt feeling well due 2 e jab on Fri so mi n mummy didn't wan her 2 go back Woodlands.So ended up quarrelling but after awhile we were fine!haha..How dumb?So we decided 2 sit outside PS n chit chat till it's tym 4 our next destination which is Grapevine.Met doreen n zihui dere!Drove dere no parking lot so decided 2 park at OCBC bank.N wif my fuck care attitude i jux decided 2 park at e wheel clamp area.N yes after our supper which was 2am,we decided 2 go hm!Went 2 e car n saw a piece of paper..''WARNING!YOUR CAR HAS BEEN CLAMP!"..I was feeling damn it fuck up when i saw tat slip of paper.Called e man!Had 2 fucking hell pay $2oo to un-clamp e car..Since we had nt much cash in hand we got 2 walk 2 a bloody atm to withdraw money!Was super moody after tat but wat 2 do?Luckily Darling shared cost wif mi 2 un-clamp e car..Wat an expensive date out?

3 cheers 4 mi..Hippy hoorey,hippy hoorey,hippy hoorey!Yeah my confinement is finally over.No more freaking hell smelly hair n dirty body.haha!I've pulled it through..haha!Today went Dr Lui's clinic 2 check on my wound.Healing veri well!But stil got 2 go back 4 follow up on e 23th!haha..After dr went Heartland Mall 2 get Baby's Kayleigh diapers,mummy's ikan blis n shavers 4 myself.Thou it's jux HLM it was great jux leaving e hse n goin out 4 a stroll.Was back home after buying..haha!

Baby's Kayleigh both full mth celebration went well.She received many gifts n hong boa-s.On behalf of her i would lyk 2 thank those tat attended her celebration n e presents tat were bought 4 her.Look how pretty she was!



I'm happy wif life staying at Hougang!So stop asking mi 2 go back 2 Woodlands.Tat place is boring w/o my Darling!I wan freedom n i need freedom!So dun try 2 control my life if you've been cheating mi on al my money!U r jux evil & plain fake.I hope dere's a god above who is watching n seeing al ur evil doings n i hope 4 some justice.haha!

It's another 4 more days to go..Can't wait can't wait!Can bathe properly,can dun need 2 wear long pants,can slp air-con,can go out!Wow can do many2 tinks...haha!So deprived of al tix shits now!lol..

I kinda miss goin on a date wif Darling!Told him last nite i wanna watch movie wif him next weekends!But have got no idea if anyone wil help tk of Baby Kayleigh..If there is i guess we'll go on a date!It's been a mth since we last went out n have fun..haha!

Tml wil b Baby's Kayleigh 1st mth celebration at my place.Mummy has invite some of her frens & neighbours over.My family wil b coming too!N of course frens tat have visited mi during my hospital stay r invited..After which,in e evening mi n Baby Kayleigh wil b heading back to Woodlands..

Sun morning,wil b goin Darling's grandma hse 2 pray ancestor after tat back to Woodlands 4 Baby Kayleigh's second 1st mth celebration!haha..Once e celebration ends at Woodlands mi n Baby Kayleigh wil b coming back to Hougang.I see no point in staying dere when Darling's nt around.He got 2 book into camp..

Times fly..It seems lyk onli ytd tat i was complaining e pain i'm hurting at my wound,e new life i'm learning to adapt,life without Darling during my confinement!N yes 1 month jux pass by so quickly n i've pulled through this difficult time.Thumbs up 4 mi!

Oh my fucking shit..I need to bath!I can't take it alreadi..I'm lyk itching al over.N my body is full of eraser rubbings.lol!Super sick rite?haha..i've nt bath 4 lyk officially 3 weeks!Arggg...Kill mi pls!i'm dying 4 a bathe..No joke!Confinement totally sucks..E food e everytink!Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

Was super pissed off ytd..Tat fucking husband of mine reali get on my nerves.I even had e urge 2 chop his dick off.No joke!Kept using al e nasty words on mi n fucking hell jux dun wanna get his freaking ass out of his hse n come Hougang.I didn't beg him 2 come as i've told myself no point since he've rejected mi twice.He came on his own accord!E worse tink is,i hate pple who gives empty promises n yet his tat sort.One moment says his coming next moment says his nt..Oh n finally 10.30pm he freaking hell reached my place.I was totally pissed off when i saw his face.Jux felt veri annoyed wif him.E feeling was lyk WOW!Pissed,pissed,pissed..I'm hot tempered n short tempered..Kept suan-ing him al e way..E feeling was shiok!lol..

Well well well..Life stil got 2 go on wif such freaking pple around!haha..Finally my anger is gone after a good night slp in e air-con room.haha!

So wat if his booking out tonight?His nt coming Hougang str8 2 company mi n Baby Kayleigh!His excuse was by e tym he march out is alreadi 11.30..So wat?If both of us meant e whole world 2 u i believe u wil stil come down once u book out.Wat 4 goin back to Woodlands n Sunday got 2 rush back n pack ur stuff n den book into camp?I've asked him twice 2 come Hougang str8 once his out of camp but both tyms 2 my disappointment..Yup!So since i've been rejected twice forget it.I'm nt pleading u 2 come over anymore!Give up..Jux come if u feel lyk it!

During my pregnancy,when ever you'll out of camp e 1st tink i'll do is rush 2 Woodlands 2 meet up wif u..When mummy is free she'll send mi back woodlands.If she's nt i'll carry tat haversack looking bag wif my big tummy 2 take a bus!My reason was jux 2 see u as soon as i can!Y is it tat i can do al tix 4 u but in return i receive rejection frm u?Sumtyms i jux dun understand y is life so unfair?Y is it i can shower sumone wif so much LOVE n yet he doesn't feels it?All i hope is 2 receive e LOVE i showered u wif n u showering mi back e same amt..

Baby Kayleigh was choked last nite!She was slping halfway n suddenly screamed so loudly.Her milk starting gushing out frm her nose n mouth.Gave mi,my mummy n my sis a shock!Today morning she was oso nt feeling well.Had milk,tried burping her end up milk started coming out.I was so worried as usual n starting tearing.So stressful..Brought her 2 poly clinic in e morning 2 get referral letter 2 KKH.Since mummy got 2 wrk i've got no choice but 2 cal Darling.Called his Master n asked 4 him.1 of e instructor came 2 pick mi n Baby Kayleigh n went wif us 2 e poly clinic.After which he send us back n he gave Darling abt an hr to company mi den send him back 2 camp.Was kinda happy tat i could see him but e tym was short..N yes tml Darling wil b able 2 book out but guess he'll onli b coming Hougang on Fri.Stupid army jux wouldn't allow them 2 book out early.

Sucks man..I so damn it miss Darling!Hate tix feeling totally.Tonight no chance 2 get 2 tok 2 him.He've got night training!Haiz..Last nite he msg-ed mi n told mi how much his missing mi!Was happy n yet sad..lol!I hope tat Darling's leg wil recover soon n al his aches wil go away soon!N my Baby Kayleigh wil b healthy..

                                     Cindy's piece of Art!

Ok firstly i would lyk 2 thank my frens 4 being so supportive of mi during tix difficult period of tym..I'm feeling much better nw!Guess i was feeling rather depressed due 2 e hurting wound n e new life i've 2 lead wif another new little member..Nw tat my wound is recovering n my Baby Kayleigh is drinking her milk makes mi feel great!

Pple i would seriously hope 2 thank!E words n encouragement u pple had showered mi wif is much much appreciated!
1.Doreen
2.Cindy
3.Pat
4.Reena
5.Qian
6.Kairong
7.Jennifer
8.Veron

Alright..Baby's Kayleigh birth cert is made n ya no eng name!Kept quarrelling wif Darling over tix issue n end up i lose e battle!How sad rite?Forget it shall nt elaborate further..It's pointless!I'll bear in mind how u pple treat mi..N btw my beautiful princess name is Kayleigh Soon Wen Xuan..Her name sounds hot isn't it?lol..

Darling's BMT is finally over.Yup..But wat's e point?His stil nt out of course.They didn't give him 8 to 5..So he has to continue training 4 another 6 mths till he get his diver's cert.It'll b tough on him n oso mi n Baby Kayleigh.Hope he'll try appeal ling again for 8 to 5 so tat he can come hm everyday 2 see mi n Baby Kayleigh!

E beautiful weekends had jux passed so quickly..Spend 2 solid days wif Darling!He stayed over at Hougang n company mi n Baby Kayleigh!Though we didn't do anytink fun but it was great jux having u by my side..Felt loved n warmth n happy!

N omg i can't believe dere's such nice pple who exist in tix world.My ex-gf's mum is damn it nice!She's been coming over my place nearly everyday wif different type of food 4 my confinement.N my ex-gf's grandma even boil black chicken herbal soup 4 mi..Their whole family is so2 nice 2 mi..Reali veri touched!Sumtyms i reali wonder y frens can b tat nice rather den ur own mother in law?Haha!Since discharged frm last wed till nw she didn't even pay a visit to mi n Baby Kayleigh!She called lyk onli once 2 ask if we'll fine..Tatz al n full stop!I'm nt upset or wat..Jux simply dun understand y sum pple can b so nice n sum pple can b so erm ya?

Lastly,i freaking hell can't wait 4 confinement 2 b over.So damn it sian of e food.N till nw alreadi 2 weeks i nt yet even bath.Feeling so dirty everywhere!I reali need a nice n warm bath man..Today i'm goin back to Dr Lui 2 check if my wound is recovering well.I'm so gonna ask him if i can bath alreadi!Cuz by right after 12 days can bath alreadi but due to my infected wound i stil cannot bath!

Haiz..I reali hope i'm able to pull through tix difficult tym..I feel so haiz!I seriously dunno how 2 explain tix feeling.I reali nv tot tat being sumone's mummy was tat tough!Full of worries n stress!Ytd my baby Kayleigh drank milk n she vomited everytink out.I started panicking!It hurts mi so2 badly.I'm so afraid!It's jux simply 9 days n i've develop so much feelings 4 her.All i pray is 4 her to drink her milk during feeding tym n i'll b more den contented..Pple who r reading my blog do pray hard 4 her k?I'll true ly appreciate..

Y muz u b in army?U noe how much i need u?I need u physically n emotionally..Cuz i noe u r e 1 tat can give mi strength 2 pull through tix..Now i'm jux left al alone 2 b dere for Baby Kayleigh..Haiz..I can't believe tat day u actually walked out on mi n Baby Kayleigh!If i didn't cal u i noe u wun even come back..I hope u would jux stop quarrelling wif mi over e Baby's name.Sumtyms i feel tat ur parents r too over controlling!Can they jux stop being so SELFISH?Stop tinking of onli their own well being.Sumtyms i reali blame myself 4 nt having an income b4 getting into a marriage!U r under controlled by ur parents..I'm nt blaming u 4 being fulfil but do put urself in my shoes at tyms..

I LOVE SMG & BABY KAYLEIGH!

Photos of Baby Kayleigh

Life seems 2 b tough 4 mi..After birth seems hell 4 mi!I noe tat my mummy is helping mi alot n i seriously appreciate tat.Nt onli do i need moral support frm my mum,e most impt person who can give mi e greatest strength is my Hubby.But sadly his in camp..Since discharged frm wed till nw i've nt seen him.Haiz!He booked out today morning frm camp but till nw he has nt reached my place.It's alreadi 10.30pm.I'm lyk practically waiting 4 him to reach eagerly.But he seems rather relaxed abt it!I tot e 1st tink he'll do is rush here n see mi n Baby Kayleigh!But i was wrong..I'm so afraid tat i'll suffer frm post-natal blue.Sumtyms i feel helpless!Felt lyk y MG jux wouldn't care abt mi?Y wouldn't he b anxious abt mi?Y wouldn't he express how much i meant 2 him?Y wouldn't he place mi b4 everytink?Y wouldn't he b here 2 help mi wif Baby Kayleigh n sayang mi when my infected wound is hurting so badly?I seriously hope 4 an ans frm al tix questions..Haiz it's so suffering! 

Yes finally back 2 blogging!haha..So much much tinks had happened!lol..Firstly Baby Soon is out!haha..I myself kinda can't believe it!She came out too sudden..None of us was prepared!haha!She's onli 35 weeks old in my tummy n nw she's out!She's so2 tiny..

Ok on 7th nov i was at woodlands..Getting ready 2 slp as i've got 2 go see Dr Lui e next day 4 Baby's Soon regular check.Juz b4 i was abt to slp i felt lots of water flowing out so i jux got off e bed immediately.E water kept flowing non-stop..Den i told my Darling "i tink water bag lyk burst cuz alot of water keep flowing out.But lyk too early rite?''He told mi 2 go toilet,he thought i pee-ed on my pants.So kuku rite?I said "Can't b la!Faster go cal Mama wake up!'I str8 away called Dr Lui den rushed 2 bath n off 2 Mount Alvernia at 3plus in e morning.Once reached str8 away wheeled into e delivery suite.Nurse said tat i was alreadi 2cm dilated.Asked if i could feel any contractions.I was lyk "No!I'm feeling veri normal.."lol..Maybe too fat immune 2 pain.haha!Was given a jab at my buttock to help mature Baby's lungs.Next jab was 12 hrs after tat..So wait till 4pm another jab!Darling accompanied mi till 9plus in e nite den he went back 2 rest!Thx Darling i seriously appreciate tat!Next morning Dr Lui came to see mi!Had a scan n said it's best i go 4 a c-section as soon as possible if nt Baby wil b in danger.

Was wheeled into e operating theatre at 1.35pm..N 2.06pm Baby is out!So her bday is on 8 Nov!I felt nothing at al.Nt pain at al..Onli terrible trembling due 2 epidural..After e op i was wheeled back 2 my bed 2 rest!I was feeling so2 tired!So i took a rest till evening tym.N omg once e epidural is gone my wound starts 2 hurt.E pain is lyk hell!I was made to stay on bed..E feeling sucks man!

Baby was made 2 stay in ICU for a day!As she's too tiny n need 2 b kept under observations!Dr said tat as she's pre-mature deres a blood vessel in her hrt tat is nt close yet n we need to monitor her veri carefully!She gets breathless veri easily..I reali hope she'll b fine!Haiz..''Guardian angels do watch over Baby Soon!''N i've decided to name her Kayleigh!It means warrior!She needs a strong name so tat she'll grow up fast n b a strong gal!

So nw i'm doin confinement at Hougang!I'm so glad i've got so much help frm my mummy!She's been helping mi alot!Next week she'll b goin back to wrk so i've got to tk of Kayleigh!Hope my infected wound wil heal up asap..It's nt easy being  mummy!I feel terrible!Pain,smelly,fat n helpless!I tink i'll jux stop at 1 child.So hope Baby Kayleigh wil nt disappoint mi in everytink she does in future 2 come.

I shall start off wif my usual activities 1st b4 i tok abt e ridiculous tink.haha!Sat went for OGTT..Reached e clinic n drunk glucose water!It's damn it sweet.Nearly vomit ted!lol..After 2 hrs of waiting went in 4 blood test!Dr Lui says low chance of having diabetes!Thank god..haha!Waste money but bo bian.After tat went aunty's place 2 collect tinks n waited for Darling's cal.Reached back Woodlands at 3.30pm.Cleaned up our room n took a shower!Took a half an hr nap n prepared 4 town 2 meet up wif Darling's camp mate.Watched ''500 days of summer''.After tat headed back 2 Woodlands,As usual no one offer their sits 2 mi..Orchard to Admiralty!Standing al e way..

Reached back n showered!''Well i'm nt a 3 yrs old kid..I noe tat while i'm bathing u both r toking abt mi..It's pretty obvious!I went back 2 e room saw u pretending 2 slp.Next moment u could wake up n tok 2 mi!I jux didn't wanna pick up a quarrel therefore i kept mute abt it.''Funniest tink..I am nt able 2 give Baby Soon an english name!Reason was ''my parents said tat everyone in e Soon family doesn't have so Baby Soon shouldn't have!''OMG wat is this?Can sumone pls tel mi?It's my Baby n i'm carrying her in my womb for 9 mths.It's mine Baby ya?I totally can't believe this.Wow i'm damn it irritated n i reali can't believe y is dere such unreasonable pple in tix world?Even Baby's name they wanna control!I'm nt gonna give a damn n i see no need 2 speak 2 them abt tix issue because its "MY BABY!'' I'm sure 2 give her an english name n it would b in her birth cert..''Pls b fair 2 mi n dun keep charging over!I have my limits too.N pls stop al those toking behind my back!It's annoying..!''

All i wan is 2 lead a Happy Married Life wif MG Soon n our Baby!I wanna last wif him till our hair turn grey..

Wahaha..Boring boring boring!I'm home pratically tix whole week.Went Tampines Ikea 4 dinner last nite wif Mummy..Walked around 4 awhile n den back hm we went.My legs seem 2 can't hold on 2 my weight anymore.It aches veri easily!Even short distance is tedious 4 mi.Guess,in tym 2 come no more shopping 4 mi!Jux got 2 keep sitting down n put on weight non-stop..Ahhhhh save mi pls!haha..My bad Darling didn't cal mi last nite.He onli msg mi..Cuz e day b4 he made mi angry den i said ''tml u dun cal mi,i dun wan hear ur voice!''lol..How obie dent ar?He better cal mi tonight if nt i'm gonna kill him..N yup tml is Baby's Soon check up again.I've got 2 do OGTT.Dr Lui suspect i got diabetes!He says tat my amniotic fluid is more den normal pple.But every mth i go 4 e regular check up dere's no prob..I have to urine on e Lap strip but e litmus paper nv changes colour.Haha!No idea wat's wrong till tml OGTT is done.Hope everytink is fine n wil b fine.So fasting 4 mi after 12 midnight..9am got 2 b at e clinic for blood test.Scare!Mummy wil b goin wif mi as Darling is goin 4 another army execution at Discovery Centre!Wil b meeting him at woodlands hm around afternoon..N wil b back hougang on Sunday nite.haha!

Haha..Was busy goin to mummy's office whole of last week.Her boss on leave so i tagged along!By e tym back frm office so tired n slpy so no tym 2 blog or play com.Today finally had tym to blog cuz doctor is back n no more goin 2 office 4 mi. 

Nt forgetting e most impt tink!Darling passed his TP..Haha!16 Oct(1st attempt)..Congrats!

Alright shall start of wif wat i did on e weekend tat had passed.Haha!Fri went AMK for ''zi cha'' wif ITE frens.After tat went 4 movie..N dunno who chose e movie!It was fucking boring!They kept saying ghost show,ended up sum ailen show!So i jux simply lyk went in enjoyed e aircon n ate my popcorn.Stupid stupid show!Waste my Darling's money!lol..After movie took a cab to Thomas hse for MJ at Yew Tee.Cab fare ex la..haha!But lucky mi i won $15..Played till morning n went back woodlands!Bath n cuddled awhile wif Darling n off 2 lala land we went.lol!Woke up late evening had 3 roti pratas each..Yummy!Around 8 plus went Causeway 4 dinner n met up wif Oke Ah Qian..Sunday,mummy came n fetch us!Send Darling for lion dance n we both went Kaki Bukit to see Baby's Soon stuffs.Bought quite abit of tinks 4 her.Thx mummy!I reali dunno how am i 2 repay u..I feel lyk i've owe u alot!I can't wait 2 give birth,slim down n find a job wif stable income to pay u e money you've spend on mi n Baby Soon!After shopping went hm..Mummy cooked steamboat!Sent Darling into camp after dinner!

Mon which is ytd!Went office wif Mummy n City Square Mall we went if i nv rem e shopping centre name wrongly.Had chicken chop 4 dinner.Aft tat shopping tym.Bought Baby's Soon full mth suit,3d stickers 2 make Baby Soon a book on her growing up,a doll which is reali interesting n cute!

                                                  

Feeling exhausted lately,maybe due 2 e gaining of weight!Lazy 2 do everytink..All i felt lyk doin is jux sit down n relax.lol!I've been following mummy 2 her office this few days, as her doctor is nt around.haha!Go dere simply eat n slp..But goin dere is sligtly more fun cuz staying hm is super boring.lol!

                      Taken at Mummy's Clinic!
 
Omg Baby Soon is reali arriving..I'm feeling veri2 scare!8 more weeks to go..Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!Bless mi..lol!

Alright shall start off wif fri..haha!Fri woke up,brush teeth,shower,packed my clothes n off e habourfront 2 fetch Darling frm his execution.lol!After tat headed 2 Outram picked mummy.Had lunch n den back 2 Woodlands.haha!Reached woodlands abt 3pm.Showered n jux slacked at hm.Darling took 5 hrs to polish his boots..Went 4 dinner at 888!After tat he left mi at hm n went st.james wif his camp mates.So i stayed hm n wait 4 him 2 b back!Was lonely but no choice..

Sat was invited to reena's place 4 dinner!Hari Raya dinner..haha!met Qian n Pat at Causeway,took bus back 2 Hougang.Met loy at compass together off 2 reena's place.haha!Saw Ai Zhen at compass n as usual promoting 4 her ''FaceShop'' items.Darling bought 3 masks frm her n az bought 3 masks 4 mi.lol!
                         Masks from FaceShop



Reached Reena's place at 8pm.Chat till 11.30pm n went hm..haha!Showered did face masks n den off 2 bed..
                                   
                         Taken on e way hm



Sun!Woke up went Causeway 4 lunch..Reached back hm told him to nap..Around 6 went 4 dinner at Yishun after tat off 2 camp Darling went!haha..Goodbye Darling!See ya tix coming Sat..I'll b missing u!haha..

Haha long2 tym since i last went shopping till so shiok.My legs nearly brk..N it's aching quite badly nw!haha..Went town wif cindy n pat ytd..E whole day was shop shop shop!Took train 2 town..Nobody gave up their seats 2 mi!Fuckers!Al e selfish pple..Nt pretending 2 slp means pretending 2 do hw.How sad rite?Stupid singaporeans!Selfish pigs.. Luckily got pat n cindy helped wif my shopping bags.Pat was e more helpful one!lol..Cindy alittle helpful!lol..Reached hm around 11 n waited 4 darling's cal.Chat awhile n den went for a bath n off 2 bed.Slept lyk str8 12hrs.Veri2 tired..haha!

Went 2 see Dr Lui on sat wif darling n mummy!My delivery bed is BOOKED!I'm so scare n nervous!Baby Soon wil b arriving in 10 weeks tym.Have yet 2 choose a name 4 her!Should i cal her ''Akemi?Riko?''..I reali dunno man.lol!Went Lion dance wif darling at woodlands in e nite!So many pple at e park n e weather nearly killed mi.

Sun,woke up n went 2 causeway point!Develop our wedding photos..Darling wants 2 bring into camp 2 paste at his locker!I'll b his motivation!lol..While waiting 4 e photos 2 b ready we caught a show."The Ugly Truth!"haha..Went back n send him into camp n here i am at Hougang again.haha!

Haha..As usual i'm bored!lol..I'll b back 2 wrk in mid Oct!No more slacking at hm.It's totally boring..haha!No more wrking at Yishun,tix tym is at Toa payoh!haha..Today totally stupid day.Stupid com no sound den wanna watch video e loading takes lyk hell 10 yrs!dunno wat's wrong man?Wil b goin out dinner wif mummy later at Whampo..haha!On e way go visit uncle ah oh..lol!Tml wil b goin out wif cindy n pat 4 shopping.I'll rot if i continue staying hm..haha!Alright got 2 go shower nw.bye2 bloggie..

Ytd went heartland 4 dinner.Met up wif cindy & pat & Jerry!Walked 2 e park,sat at e park n chit chat..haha!11 plus mummy called..Tym 2 go hm!lol..Today slack at hm e whole day.Kept falling aslp..No idea y!And yup his booking out tml..haha!I'm goin back woodlands..

Lastly,a round of applause 4 cindy tan..*Claps,claps,claps,claps!She went 4 tuition today n jux got hm nt long!haha!E weather was 40 degrees tatz wat she told mi!

Yup2 his back in camp again..e Botak head pic of him..Haha!So i'm back hm again..I went back last friday.Was so happy 2 see him!I reached hm threw my bag on e floor n shouted ''Darling i'm home!" He woke up looked at mi n i jumped onto him n gave him a reali tight hug.We were lyk love birds kept kissing non-stop.lol!Tat moment was sweet..I missed him lyk so much n finally i saw him..haha!

And yup nw his inside camp again!I hope 2 seriously cheer him on but have no idea how 2?I noe it's tough inside..So when his out i try my best nt 2 give him pressure!I wan him 2 book in wif an empty mind n jux concentrate on training.I did sumtink nice 4 him tat day.I ironed his army uniform.He was so polite n said thx! I felt tat we've become sweeter n yes i hope it'll last..haha!His been treating mi much nicer too..I'm so touched by ur actions n words Dearie!U might nt noe how much i appreciate u but let mi tel u I'm thankful i've got u!You've grown so much..Loves!I promise 2 b ur good wifey Mr Soon!lol..I'll b looking forward 2 ur book out.